@三碗饭@

dis is the first gathering since i hv left my primary skul...
if can, i really wish dat i can attend it...
but, i nid to work PC FAIR~
y?!?!?!?!

i hv c my friend 's photo album
my ex clsmate that has attended were change a lot...
i really wish to c and talked to them
comparing to pc fair... actually i more prefer to go gathering
not working pc fair is too tired for me...
the thing i more focus on is izzit i enjoying the work..
actually .. i like to work on there... but... still not enough...
maybe is sim sim dint work wif me...
maybe i cant make myself to join to a large group of people...
dunnoe...
i think if i go gathering there, i will get more fun , more laughing
and more enjoyment ba..

dis is my weakness of my personality,
i cant make myself enjoy into a large group,
it make me feel im so tiny and tiny in that group...
i will feel dat im useless...
haiz...

but i will try to eliminated dis flaw on my personality
and keep myself b happy everyday~
ps* at least im not lonely~